FY Madness!!

Can't live with them....
Can't conjure them up and just get rid of them whenever you feel like it.

Jessica decided to have a FY marathon tonight. We only got through like Episode 12 or so (didn't even get to see Tasuki, dammmit!) and it got me to thinking... 
I miss having a man. I miss having someone to cuddle with...
Not that that NEEDS to be a man... I suppose...

ASHLEY! COME CUDDLE WITH ME!!!

I guess since coming home from Macon, where I had someone who I could run to whenever I wanted, I've felt particularily lonely. But I suppose that happens to everyone, right? When something you enjoy is suddenly taken away--you tend to want for it's return....
*sigh*
If only Tasuki were real....

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On another note, I'm talking to my ex tonight. Ashley--you remember me talking to you about him on the way home... Oy. He's sharing his poetry with me again. -_- 
You guys. I don't know what to say--I care for this guy... I really do. And I don't want to be mean... But the boy can't write. And I don't know how to say that to him...
He asked me if I would date him. Of course, I told him no. He asked why, and I said that it's more complicated than just starting over. That it's pretty impossible for the two of us to go back to square one, after all we've been through, and just forget what has happened between us. And for another thing, I told him I wasn't entirely sure I wanted to date him. 
I was surprised when he wasn't mad. He seemed to expect my answer... even though he asked me several questions in return.

Life is crazy. 
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Tomorrow means dinner with the family. Lord knows what else. I might go down town with Sara and some other friends. But first, I have to get my ass in bed.
Love you guys!
Night!
Aleesha